最近心情时好时坏。
很烦啊。。。。

倒数两天，我们就是合法夫妻了。
可能是太过紧张，心情很乱，还有点恐惧。
i know you are the one, but..... as a woman, we will tend to think a lot more.
once signed, the man good or bad is our luck liao.
though i never thought i will get married at such age, i tot i will get married even younger.
who knows, i choose and choose, choose until i no time to choose anymore. haha.
the feelings i am having right now is really weird. it's so hard for me to describe.

还有8天，就是我们的ROM了。不知道是不是婚前恐惧症，最近不停的在做很奇怪的梦。梦到他有别的女人。梦到我们取消婚礼。最近一直疑神疑鬼。好没有安全感。

last time is maple story, now is wechat. so, what's next?

了解一段感情不能抓得太紧，当然也不能放得太松。
是我，给你太多的自由，太多的信任。让你放肆的伤害我。
思考后的结果，其实男人都是一样的。不能信任。
问问你自己，
最后一次送我花，是什么时候？
最后一次给我的惊喜，是什么时候？
这些没有我都已经不计较了。我就当做你忙。没空。
可是，你连剩下的信任，都要剥夺吗？

i know im different from other gal that treat you badly.... and i know that you will nv give up anything for me.... perhaps, i've never know you until now....

went to choose photo yesterday with dear, mummy and sister. was unsatisfied with the outdoor shoot and decided to retake since it's FOC (Because we paid so much).
Our consultant suddenly change because the previous cant talk win us.
i really got pissed of with that bridal shop whenever i go there.
The way they talk is really stupid!

anyway, went back to kulai, my grandma house, to visit them. standing behind my grandpa, look at his white hair. i wanted to cry.... realising he's getting old..... when i was young, he carried me at his back. everyone will get old, but it's a heart pain for me to see them grow old.
was playing lantern and candles with my relatives, just like when we were young. really remind all of us of our childhood time.

今天，九月十一日， 是一个难忘的日子。
因为，去年的今天和一位一直以来很要好的朋友断绝关系。
说起来，我们分开其实没什么大事发生。就，一些误会。
一年了。。。 整整一年了。 我们不再联络。
希望她过得好。

其实今天真正写blog 的目的是要讲工作的事啦。
这几天，一直在想，老板说的话。 他说我太天真。
天真，这两个字听起来是很好听。但对一个快要三十的人来说，仔细想想，是一种讽刺。
就因为，人家说什么就相信。觉得自己一点也不聪明。有时，真的很难过。因为，天真让我觉得自己是一个长不大的小孩。尽力了那么多挫折，却也没变多聪明。老是给别人欺负。
不过想想，总比莫些人好很多。因为，有那么的一个人，比我还要天真，还要笨，却以为自己很聪明。那个人，自己被人家当了一颗棋子还不知道。不想多说。难免引起不必要的问题。
在事业上，其实自己本身想当一个女强人。聪明又能干的女强人。可惜，自己应该没有那个资格。好希望自己在事业里有成。真得好好想想办法。。。

我的生活就是如此的闷。。。。。 想找个人吃个饭，都困难。。。。。
真的是，求人不如求己啊！

人人都说，婚姻是爱情的坟墓。
情侣之间的信任到底该有多少？ 其实，这是要看彼此做出来的事情。
经过了无数次的失败爱情， 让我发现，同时也学习到不少事。
女人，永远都不能完完全全相信一个男人。 因为，男人的天性是女人永远不明白的。
男人永远都不知道，女人需要鼓起多大的勇气去完全的信任你。
男人永远都不知道，女人要大的勇气去选择一段婚姻。
男人永远都不知道，当一个女人不再为你流泪，不是变成熟。 而是，慢慢的死心。
男人永远都不知道，女人的付出有多少。
男人都以为，女人的付出是理所当然的。
女人的一生，因为一个爱的男人，成了黄脸婆。煮饭，洗地，顾孩子。他们都认为这是简单的工作。永远都不知道女人的辛苦。
如果女人遇见一个可以体谅我们的男人，那是多麽幸福的事啊。。。。 可是，这种男人，已经少见了。
就好像搭地铁，以前的男人都会起身让女人做。 现在能？大家都有眼见。我也不必多说。

最近的我，面对着婚前恐惧症。这，的确可怕。女人这辈子，最害怕的就是，嫁错人。
一直在问自己，我应该不会后悔吧？
女人啊，这可是赔上了自己一辈子的青春啊。。。 可要想清楚。

我要的，是一辈子的幸福。

At work now, and since the aircon engineers are doing some repair which might caused the power trip, therefore im here to do my blogging.

Went dinner with Na yesterday at ma maison restaurant located at Bugis Junction.




Purposely went there for their squid pasta, unfortunately, NO SQUID on that day due to the supplier. Kind of sad. anyway, the dish that is recommended by the staff taste nice too! Though we have not met up for quite some times, and we actually feel a gap, but, everything became alright once we met up with each other. we still chit chat as we used to be.

Received a message from Grace while having our dinner, she was asking if i'm going to be her sister. I hesitate and replied her that i might not as i feel it's quite weird ever since the incident with one of the gal 1 year ago. Honestly speaking, not that i dont want to..... just that, it will make me and maybe that gal to feel awkward. I know there must be a way to break the ice, but, it's never easy to take the first step. Anyway, Grace will only need the answer in 2 weeks there, i will take this time to think about it then.

Received some gifts from na yesterday.

1. Birthday gift from Na, Grace, Zhen and Peishi. they bought it from disney land. feel kind of touch as they have not forgotten me.

2. Agnes b, BB Cream.

3. Some cute and funny items with leopard prints on it.

4. Winnie the pooh hook

Though i got no chance to thanks the rest, i hereby thank all of them.

My wedding

As I am getting married next year, 29 March 2014. Some preparations have already started.
Like, guest lists, budget, bridal shoot, etc.

We went for gown fitting on 9 August 2013, it was quite fast as i only took 2 hours on it. Perhaps, others might took a longer time.

We will be going down to the restaurant for dinner as well as putting deposit for the wedding dinner.
we chose restaurant instead of hotel is because the food there is really nice and it's not that expensive. We both feel that the most important thing is the atmosphere we are going to bring in. And we will be going in to get his white shoes and also will be doing my nails on this sunday i guess? as our bridal shoot will be next sunday.
Talk about bridal shoot, we have to be there at 10am which is so so so early for the both of us. Quite afraid that we both cant wake up and reach there on time. haha.
We have signed up a package that cost us RM8888, as there was a promotion and we are given the RM 9999 package. and i guess it's quite common that all bridal consultants will try their place to promote and promote other things to you. But, you have to be firm of your decision. one thing i kind of regret was getting the nude bra from there which cost me RM120. As i have never bought any nude bra, i dont know how much it's sell outside. I only get to know it when we went to KSL to shop. the price was 19.90 or the most expensive i saw was RM29.90. I was like, wtf? Since i already bought it from the bridal shop, then i cant say any further. cant be i asked money back from them right? or even went to quarrel with them. I feel there is no point to do so now.
After signing the package, they will still be quite pushy of asking you to buy this and that.
and now i am wondering, should i get the ampoule from them? i went to do some research and there is an article from a makeup artist saying, actually there is no need for us to get any ampoule as it really doesnt help much. it's a way for the bridal shop to earn extra cash. And jimmy actually mentioned to me 2 days ago that if they were to "show pattern", he will just show them his attitude and walk away and we will go back to take another day. I really hope everything will go well on the day.

Studies
Talking about my studies, i remember i went to further my study is because my fiance's sister is going too.
So i was thinking, since she is going for the lesson that im interested in, might as well join her and we can study together.

The duration of the course is 10 months. Why so short right? Because the schedule is really pack. Can say that, we study till we are almost unable to breath. Anyway, it's ending soon. the last 2 module examination will be on next week. and after that i will be a freeman! yeah!
Kind of surprised that I am able to complete everything, all subjects passed at one goal.  meaning, i actually can do it if i try my best.

今天心情超不好的！不知道是倒霉还是自己的问题。。。。。
觉得什么事都很不顺。

There are so much thing for me to update.

First of all, I would like to say that, I have gotten my bridal shop and will be shooting next month. =)

I think we have drag too long to start our preparation. and now our schedule is very packed.

Went in to JB last sunday, our initial intention is actually just to walk around and check the bridal shop out. 

First, we went to Melbliss bridal shop, which is the first bridal shop in mind, and end up we stuck there. 

We were both attracted to their package, and im attracted to their night gown.... and yeah, so, we put a deposit there. The bridal consultant explained to us the procedure and duration of everything. End up, we both realised we need to shoot latest by october this year. so the consultant actually suggest us to schedule as early as possible just in case anything happen. and so, on the 9 August, we will be there to choose wedding gown, and on the 10 August, we will be having our photoshoot. 

Im happy and im nervous at the same time. i wonder, will all the bride-to-be be like me? haha...

and also kinda afraid la... haha

I know he's the one that i would want to marry, but of course, all women will afraid of marrying the wrong one.

out of so many ppl, i choose him. dont ask me why.... bcox i also dunno... haha

argh! restaurant not booked yet! jialat liao la.... 

Sisters settled. 

谁会记得？

it's been quite sometimes the last i update my blog.
so many things for me to update.
hmm..... tomorrow there will be a parents meeting session to discuss about the wedding preparation.
hope everything will go smoothly.
we will be going to JB to that bridal shop which i have selected to take a look on the 7 July 2013.
but, im still thinking, should i invite them for my actual wedding. as we have not been contact for so long. this is the only thing that puzzle me.
i have to admit that, im happy now too. bcox only things happen, then you are able to see clearly who are your true friends. True friend (s) need not be many. 1 or 2 will be enough.
some ppl think that, true friends should meet often. But to me, not neccessary. Often meet up doesnt show how close you are. But, for those who dont meet often, but hearts are always as close. that is then your true friends. a sentence from my buddy really touches my heart. she said " it's so good to have me." this sentence melt my heart. at least, i know, there is this someone, who can feel me and how i appreciate friend.
Though going BBK without the group of gals, feel a bit weird and of course a big different.
how i can say, they know me. they compromise me.
But whatever it is, it's already the end of our story.
Many ppl used to envy me that i have many friends. but now, i left with 2.
but that doesnt mean my life is bad. i am still as happy as before.

im flying to Bangkok tomorrow with Dear and his friends.... but, i aint that happy.
My Virgin trip to Bangkok was with you gals, eventually, i will tot of you gals.....
i know we can never get back to where we use to be.

我要改变

i need a change desperately... of course, changing for the better....
my first desperate is to slim down.....
i know it's not as easy as talking.....
i used to to be very slim and people do praise me of my figure....
but, everything changed since im 21....
ever since i been with this person named Jameson aka ah gao
i love to wear clothing that is really tight fit..... and i can realised that i have grown meat immediately so that i can do some adjustment.
but then, he doesnt allow me to wear those clothing which i really really love to.
of course, i should say i deserve it..... because i shoudn't let others to take control of my life......
so, from now on.... i will and i must do it.
To love and to respect myself more.... should dress up and doll myself up like how i used to be.
like how much i used to love myself.... bcox i deserve it....
im those kinda lazy people. i dont like to exercise and i love to eat. especially steamboat.
really wonder how can i reach my goal.... hah!

我们不可能永远都满足每一个人

所谓。。。。。 一种米养百种人。。。
所以能，其余想尽办法去满足每一个人，倒不如不管任何人，自己快乐就好了。

at times, i really thought of giving up....
at times, i feel like crying but still i have to fake a smile....
will you hold me back if one day i about to leave?
you once told me, women are mean to be dote.... yes... at first i can feel you...
but now, you are making me disappointed.
i guess, it's time for me to tone down... but, i dont know how to start....
when ppl talking to me, i know it's a joke, i have to laugh though i dont find it funny at all....
you can call me fake.... but, it will be awkward if i dont laugh...
at first, i thought you are the best, but now, you dont even give me face in front of others.
ppl feels that you dont treat me well.... the feeling of they guy that beatened me years back somehow come back to my mind... though you dont beat me.... but the attitude i got from you...
sometimes, moment like now, i feel like giving up in this relationship. but, i dont want to be over emotional.
i know i still love you... but, you are making me feel that you are taking things for granted.
you are supposed to protect me from getting hurt, and sometimes you are hurting me....
sometimes, when i wake up, i feel like breaking...
sometimes, when i wake up, i feel like crying....
sometimes, when i wake up, i realised there is no need to get marriage....
sometimes, when i wake up, i feel that im alone...
not only when i wake up, sometimes in the day, i feel that way too...
sometimes, when i wake up, i feel like living alone...
in a world that no one knows me....
sometimes, you make wonder, do you love me as much as i do?
that are so many thoughts running in my mind now.....
sometimes i do feel like crying.....
you can say me emotional. i dont care.
when i look at back in the past, i look at the photos, look at those ppl who used to be in my life.
i look up the sky, and asked God, why is this happening to me.
many things happened, and make me not to trust God anymore.

有人说，要结婚的一年前，都会开始出现“婚前恐惧症”。
我想，我的征兆来了吧。。。。
我不停的问自己，还爱不爱你。。。。
该结这个婚吗。。。。

其实，现在的我。。。 很不开心。。。。
发现，身边发生了很多事。。。。 越想越伤心。。。。

called my grandma from malaysia this morning...... most of the time i tot of calling her, but, it always in the night..... over the phone this morning, her voice is so soft and weak..... and she still needs to do all the house core. it makes me feel so heart pain...... what the fuck is all her daughter in law doing? i really dont understand.... not only she needs to do all the house cores. she still needs to take care of one of the in-law's child? and keep complaining to her husband that give RM700 to my granny and grandpa is a lot... how come we knw? it's the grandson told my granny..... how can the parents say such things in front of the child?
and this is not the only incident.
there was a time, my uncle married a thai. and that thai actually cheated all his money, and went missing.
no matter what it is, is it he's stupid, silly or what.... it's none of their business. we, as adult, dont even want to talk about it. my uncle also dont want this to happen to him, and he surely doesnt expect this to happen.
i really cant believe that the kid went to say him. said that, he is useless, and didnt give anything to this family etc. i was really angry when i heard this from my mum. really, if i was there when he said that, i will really give him a big tight slap. i really cannot stand such ppl. especially when you are only a kid. perhaps, his father and mother never teach him. or, is this their way to bring their kids up?
the mother is a manager in one of the bank in mnalaysia, i guess should be earning few thousands.
whereas, the father is earning up to 10k per month.
i really cant believe that they could treat the old people this way. i think they are mad.
i HOPE they can pray hard that they wont become old one day.

成功男人的背后，一定会有一个孤独的女人。。。。

是不是最大的就要承担所有的事？
小时候，受到最多疼爱的是你们，长大后，所有有关于钱的，都是我来扛。
这世界，真的好不公平。
老是说，有时候，我真的很不甘愿。难道，你们都当做理所当然？一点愧疚都没有吗？
我的储蓄正在倒数呢！

突然觉得自己很好笑。。。。
在我最最最需要人陪的时候，身边，却一个人也没有。
朋友，是假的
老公，是假的
只有自己，才是真的

现在是半夜2点。。。 翻来翻去睡不着。。。。虽然很累。。 外面的天气很红，看是要下雨了。。。应该很好睡。。。。
其实，明年就要结婚的我，现在非常犹豫。其实，老实说，他应该是我想嫁的人。。。 可是，我还是犹豫了。。。 我身边的这个男人，其实对我不差，对我还不赖。。。 最近的我，很犹豫。。。 发生了很多事。。。 心情很不好。可是，在我最需要人陪的时候，他却不在我身边，我很介意。今天，他为了莫些小事，对我大吼。这让我心情更糟。。。 他从不会这样对我。但今天却发生了。。。 所谓，男怕入错行，女怕嫁错郎。。。 真的。。。 每次一到要结婚的时候，我都会很犹豫。真的很怕。。。 我很想说，不然我们不结了。。。 但，我又怕会后悔。。。 我该怎么办。。。 还是，这只是单纯的婚前恐惧症？我想，我的烦恼，他应该不知道，他也感受不到。。。

今天的我，喝酒了。。。。 因为，真的很难过。。。。
但，我又不能对你们说。我很不想你们内疚。。。
当我知道你们要出国，却没有我，我的心真的很痛。。。。 痛到我无法呼吸。。。。
我想，我们无法回到从前了吧。。。 别说你原不原谅。。。。 我根本没做错事。。。。别说得好像是我伤害你一样。。。 好吗？

突然发现原来我太天真了。。。。还以为在我最低落的时候，你会陪在我身边。。。 原来，是我想多了

i really dont how to calm down my emotion....... no way to release but to write blog.......
i really cant take it anymore.... i told myself not to cry.... but i just cant control....... i am so stress with my work and school...... and also, when i came to realise they are going holiday without me this time, my heart break....... into pieces.......... of course, i will still pretend i dont know or even i dont care...... at least, i guess this will make them feel better.... rather than letting them know that im sad..... we have seperated for 6 months..... and till now...... this is the first time our fight become so serious....... of course i still move on like you do...... of course im happy..... but move on and being happy doesnt mean that i dont miss you.....
WHATEVER!!! I DONT CARE!!!

今天老板帮我做了一年一度的performance review. 他说我诚实，实在。但有时却很粗心。
还有要我多了解game industry 的东西。那么，可以帮助公司成长。
的确，他说的没错啦。所以啊，应该多读点东西让自己更厉害。
不过啊，我觉得，有样东西我做错了。
不管自己有多忙，我都不会告诉老板，其实我已经忙到不可开交。不管我多忙，我都会逼自己，告诉自己，我还可以take in more work! 我的桌子，每次都会让我摆得整整齐齐。因为我不喜欢桌子乱。因为做起事来，也会乱。没头绪！可能就是这一点，老板觉得我不忙。
不管怎样，老板开口，那么，我就会有进步的空间。我明年的performance appraisal, 一定要更好。一定要有进步！真的好希望我可以做个女强人！当然，希望我有这方面的天分，潜能！
我一定要做到！ 坚持到底！加油！

应该放下所有的仇恨了吧。。。。。。 会让自己心疼的，又何必再去恨呢。。。。

Frankly speaking, i am seriously pissed off. i wonder if it's my fault in the first place and come to realise it's not my fault at all!
Stupid TW mindset cause my work to cock up!
really feel like resigning at this moment.
after i have cool down, my boss came up to me and say that he checked with the previous gal, it's seperately etc. YES! I KNOW IT'S DONE SEPERATELY! but no one tells me that the money will transfer seperately and they are actually asking for Salary and Bonus report together at the same times!
I mean, logically, everybody will sure think that the money will be TT together at the same times right?
this is really WTF! if you dont trust me, then stop saying things like im doing very well etc.

was a busy weekend last week!
as it's the SBF Event, went to help on sunday. the weather was freaking hot!
i almost fainted when i just reached there for few hours! and i drank a lot of water! really respect the rest who can tahan for 2 days! salute!
though i dont really willing to help out at first, because i dont really like this kinda event, etc. esp with the hot weather. but afterall, it's still fun and i enjoy it. just that, it's very tiring.

had my first preg test last  saturday, it was negative. very happy but feel sad after a while.
feeling giddy and almost fainted yesterday. the bone near my ass there was kinda pain. was thinking if i am preg. as the test kit i used on sat cost me only $3 and it's going to expire in Jan 2013.
wasnt feeling very well recently. and this morning i realised there's a bit of blood on my panty, and i thought it was menses, but it only comes with few spots. and now, i dont see any. but sometimes, it will be like that when you come normal menses. so, should wait and see for tml.

如果。。。。 我怀孕了。。。。 怎么办？？？
昨天又特别饿。。。。 今天又吃不下。。。。
平时爱吃的，今天吃到反胃。。。。。。 不要告诉我，我真的怀孕了。。。。

feel like vomiting these few days. wondering if i am pregnant. but there is one more day to my menses.
actually, partially i hoping that i am and not.
reason for not getting preg, because im not married yet though we are very stable now.
of course, people at my age, i feel like having a child.
my bf told me yesterday that if im really preg, we will get married next month. so fast!
he told me, cannot be wait till my stomach big then married bah. haha.... at least, he's being thoughtful.

是我太小气，太自私吗？
我男朋友以前的scandal 要他做她婚礼的mc... 因为她的mc 的爷爷突然过世。
我想，只要是女人，都会介意吧。。。。
就因为，我男朋友需要做她的mc, 结果要我自己去她的wedding.
那么，不是变成我要一个人吗？
他知道的，不管我有多么介意，多么不想去，因为他，我还是回去的。。。。
我嘴里一气之下，就告诉他，明天我不去了。还send 了他一个msg.
“ it seems like your scandal is more impt. disappointed"
这时刻的我，其实感觉有点委屈，难过。

虽然我们住在一起，可是很多时候，我都觉得自己很寂寞。我们根本没有什么触动。
很多事情，都要自己默默承受。。。。
我希望，这辈子，你不会对不起我。。。。 因为我真的害怕。
昨天你说我99.9% 是跟你结婚的那个了。。。 我问你，为什么只是99.9%
你回答说，可能我拒绝你呢？
我没说什么，因为，就算我跟你说，我会答应你。
我心里，还是会害怕。。。 或许，最后我真的会拒绝你？我自己也不知道我最后的决定。
看到很多失败的婚姻，自己都会害怕。害怕我嫁错人。
或许，我就注定要孤单一辈子吧。我真的很希望，我最后会答应你。
希望我的恐惧不是我们之间的问题。

P.S. just received an image from dear dear via whatsapp, which is his call log.
and follow by a msg, telling me that even before i sent him the disappointed msg. he already call her that he is  not going to be her MC right after i told him that im not going. looking at that msg, i tear. i feel so touched.
and continue, he told me that, actually he already knew what my reaction will be, but he just trying out his luck.... =.=" 那你是不是在等被骂？

其实我很想念fanjians...... 可是，就是没有那个勇气拿起电话send 一句问候的话。。。。
我想，他们都过得很好吧。。。。 就别去打捞他们的生活了。。。

recently was kinda tired day for me..... shoulder is aching.....
school started last monday...... will be taking Marketing and Economic for this term.
hopefully i am able to do it well.
recently my work is not as much as the past 2 months.
hmmm....... i feel that, my boss somehow unhappy with me? or am i too over sensitive?
hopefully i am.
i will be turning 28 this year. and dear will be 32 this year.
many ppl say it's time to get married. but i guess he is not ready. even though i feel excited waiting for his proposal. but, on the other hand, i am scare. guess i am not prepared for it yet.
recently, have a new thought of opening my own business. already doing HR for so many years, guess it's time to do something else? but, really dunno what kinda business should i do.
opening a manicure shop in singapore, also a problem. there are too many this kinda shops in singapore already.

keeping silence

not in a good mood today!
我。。。。。 沉默了。。。。
some things never change, perhaps it became a routine for the both of us.
i know that you are busy, can hoping that you wont neglect me.
some sentence you made, it really sound like i treat you like a driver.
perhaps, you didnt realised you changed as time passed.
yes though we are happy all the while with each other.
butm sth which you are supposed to do, you dont do it at all anymore.
some times back, you make me feels that there is a 3rd party. hopefully im just being over sensitive.
miss the time when you were chasing me. but times will never go back to where we were.

am updating my blog during my working time..... reason? my copier machine is down and still waiting for the technician to come and repair.... so, am kinda free right now.

last saturday was kinda busy for me, as i am helping out the SBF 11th anniversary for the pre-launch.
gotta wake up early in the morning and prepare to go to several place.



this is our last stop. there will also be 2 more pre-launch event for the next 2 saturday!

Got this from the SBF fb:

SBF 11th Anniversary Pre-Event Roadshow #2
Date: 12 Jan 2013

Visit our road show on the 12th Jan 2013 for hot models, great deals! There are games and prizes to be won!

SBF Members can also sign up for the 11th Anniversary Goodie Bag at the following locations, a brand new motorcycle must be given away at the actual event on 26-27 Jan 2013 at Scape Orchard!

Location #1: Toh Guan Road
Time: 11.30am - 2.00pm

Shops: Choong Kok Agency (Toh Guan)
Address: 34 Toh Guan Road East Enterprise Hub #01-27 Singapore 608579

Location #2: Alexander Village
Time: 2.30pm - 6.00pm

Shops: Race Werks Motor Sports
Address: 1008 Bukit Merah Lane 3 #01-26 Singapore 159722

Shops: Universal Motor
Address: 1008 Bukit Merah Lane 3 #01-22 Singapore 159722

Gather your friends and join us for a day of fun. See you there!

so guys, see you there!

after a long day of hard work, we met up with dear's mum for dinner at AMK for Botak Jones. a long long time didnt get to eat it! but his mum still prefer Aston. we will go next time. 
after dinner, i went to Yishun with His mum and sister while he went home as he's too lazy to go with us. 
went there to buy shampoo and condition to replenish the one that is already finished! 
as his mum want to buy some onion, we went to Sheng Siong near Admiralty there. ended up, she bought a lot of things. haha..... as usual, that's what a woman would do..... while we on our way there, we had chat in the car. was saying about the "brother-in-law". up till now, he has not get any job! he's too choosy over job even though he is totally broke now........ =.=" ok... whatever...... it's doesnt bother me. just really dislike him...... 

on a sunday, we stayed at home and didnt went out. (as he was not at home)
we had a wonderful dinner. and after dinner, we started playing xbox kinect. it's kinda tiring to play the "just 4 dance". perhaps, im too old for it. the kids love it a lot. 

today, is the first day of my school term. sigh..... school started. was kinda bored.  no one likes school, isnt it?
but still, i still got to go just to get that piece of paper..... 

first post of year 2013

this is my first post of the year 2013. as i was very busy recently, have not got the time to update my blog.

31st December 2012
went for steamboat at Chuan Wang Fu located at Yishun with Andy, Gwen, Jesmin, Alwi and Dear.
decided to go over Andy and Gwen's house for Mahjong, ended up we were play xbox kinect. had a lot of fun counting down to the year 2013. was playing the "just 4 dance" and "rabbib"

1st January 2013
it's a new year for everyone and i believe all of us should think of a new year resolution for ourselves!
for me, my new year resolution is to get a big increment and promotion! of course, hoping to settle down with my dear!

early in the morning for Year 2013, at 8am. wake up and get ready to go to JB. as it's Gwen birthday on 2nd January 2013. even though it's kinda tired as i was feeling very sick, and it's very early for me to wake up, we still wake up and go for it.
the custom is very clear, no jam at all! nice! we went in, and we had wanton mee for breakfast. after eating, we went straight to City square for our pedicure and manicure..... was looking for that one and only shop in city square, it's hide in one corner of the building. it took us quite sometimes to find that shop. fine..... as we saw and asked the staff, there's a promotion for SPA pedicure and manicure. we have checked what are included in the package, then we decided to take it up. feel kinda regret for doing my nails there.it's not worth the price at all! 2 of us are doing SPA Pedicure and the other 2 are doing SPA Manicure.
it doesnt feel a SPA to us. it's like a very normal classic pedicure. and their attitude is really sucks ttm.
after finished doing, we went to the ground floor to meet up with the rest. while we were there, the other 2 who are doing gelish nail said that their UV light for the gel nail should be a cheapo staff as it hurts their skin.
overall, what i wanna say is, if you want to do business, please do not use any cheapo item just to save your own money... by doing this, all your customers will just run away!

after that, we went for our K session. for about 4 to 5 hours. the room is so big with four mics! cool right?
and yeap, dear was not feeling well, he took a rest for a moment, and fall aslp. he complaint he got a very bad headaches since the previous night. and i realised he got fever and it's getting higher and higher.
and i got cough and sore throat, was trying to sing a few songs though it hurts my throat. wasnt that well.
oh ya. Peiying  is a very gd singer. she was singing "wo shi yi zhi xiao xiao niao" - By Ding Dang.
her voice is powerful! love it!

after K session, we actually planned to go for massage and Pasir gudang for dinner. Unfortunately, Dear's fever is going up. we got no choice but to go home. and from then, we said gd bye to the rest and headed back to Singapore.

when we reach home, dear stay in the bed the whole day, cover with blanket so that he could sweat. but to my knowledge, this is not the way, he should just let the wind blow and cool down his temperature. he just dont listen to me. Told him to eat pain killer, and he rejected it. till the point i gave him a look, he swallow it finally.

2 January 2013
he did not go to work , as his fever did not go down. even i am feeling very sick, i got no choice and still have to go for work. because im rushing for my closing and final quarter audit documents to be send to taiwan. i rush home right after work, and dear was still sleeping, the fever did not go down too! i got no choice but to scold him for not listening to me. i take away his blanket and make him eat medicine. get him to bath cold water. he listened! after bath, his temperature went down and he recovered! it's like.... =.=" should have listen to me marx! haha..... finally, he recovered!

3 January 2013
we both went to work. as this is the first time im doing the bonus and iras thing for the current company. im kinda gan jiong and i cant wait for it to be done soonest possible. so i stayed for OT to finish my work section by section! haha! i can say to be a workaholic!