At work now, and since the aircon engineers are doing some repair which might caused the power trip, therefore im here to do my blogging.

Went dinner with Na yesterday at ma maison restaurant located at Bugis Junction.




Purposely went there for their squid pasta, unfortunately, NO SQUID on that day due to the supplier. Kind of sad. anyway, the dish that is recommended by the staff taste nice too! Though we have not met up for quite some times, and we actually feel a gap, but, everything became alright once we met up with each other. we still chit chat as we used to be.

Received a message from Grace while having our dinner, she was asking if i'm going to be her sister. I hesitate and replied her that i might not as i feel it's quite weird ever since the incident with one of the gal 1 year ago. Honestly speaking, not that i dont want to..... just that, it will make me and maybe that gal to feel awkward. I know there must be a way to break the ice, but, it's never easy to take the first step. Anyway, Grace will only need the answer in 2 weeks there, i will take this time to think about it then.

Received some gifts from na yesterday.

1. Birthday gift from Na, Grace, Zhen and Peishi. they bought it from disney land. feel kind of touch as they have not forgotten me.

2. Agnes b, BB Cream.

3. Some cute and funny items with leopard prints on it.

4. Winnie the pooh hook

Though i got no chance to thanks the rest, i hereby thank all of them.

My wedding

As I am getting married next year, 29 March 2014. Some preparations have already started.
Like, guest lists, budget, bridal shoot, etc.

We went for gown fitting on 9 August 2013, it was quite fast as i only took 2 hours on it. Perhaps, others might took a longer time.

We will be going down to the restaurant for dinner as well as putting deposit for the wedding dinner.
we chose restaurant instead of hotel is because the food there is really nice and it's not that expensive. We both feel that the most important thing is the atmosphere we are going to bring in. And we will be going in to get his white shoes and also will be doing my nails on this sunday i guess? as our bridal shoot will be next sunday.
Talk about bridal shoot, we have to be there at 10am which is so so so early for the both of us. Quite afraid that we both cant wake up and reach there on time. haha.
We have signed up a package that cost us RM8888, as there was a promotion and we are given the RM 9999 package. and i guess it's quite common that all bridal consultants will try their place to promote and promote other things to you. But, you have to be firm of your decision. one thing i kind of regret was getting the nude bra from there which cost me RM120. As i have never bought any nude bra, i dont know how much it's sell outside. I only get to know it when we went to KSL to shop. the price was 19.90 or the most expensive i saw was RM29.90. I was like, wtf? Since i already bought it from the bridal shop, then i cant say any further. cant be i asked money back from them right? or even went to quarrel with them. I feel there is no point to do so now.
After signing the package, they will still be quite pushy of asking you to buy this and that.
and now i am wondering, should i get the ampoule from them? i went to do some research and there is an article from a makeup artist saying, actually there is no need for us to get any ampoule as it really doesnt help much. it's a way for the bridal shop to earn extra cash. And jimmy actually mentioned to me 2 days ago that if they were to "show pattern", he will just show them his attitude and walk away and we will go back to take another day. I really hope everything will go well on the day.

Studies
Talking about my studies, i remember i went to further my study is because my fiance's sister is going too.
So i was thinking, since she is going for the lesson that im interested in, might as well join her and we can study together.

The duration of the course is 10 months. Why so short right? Because the schedule is really pack. Can say that, we study till we are almost unable to breath. Anyway, it's ending soon. the last 2 module examination will be on next week. and after that i will be a freeman! yeah!
Kind of surprised that I am able to complete everything, all subjects passed at one goal.  meaning, i actually can do it if i try my best.

今天心情超不好的！不知道是倒霉还是自己的问题。。。。。
觉得什么事都很不顺。

There are so much thing for me to update.

First of all, I would like to say that, I have gotten my bridal shop and will be shooting next month. =)

I think we have drag too long to start our preparation. and now our schedule is very packed.

Went in to JB last sunday, our initial intention is actually just to walk around and check the bridal shop out. 

First, we went to Melbliss bridal shop, which is the first bridal shop in mind, and end up we stuck there. 

We were both attracted to their package, and im attracted to their night gown.... and yeah, so, we put a deposit there. The bridal consultant explained to us the procedure and duration of everything. End up, we both realised we need to shoot latest by october this year. so the consultant actually suggest us to schedule as early as possible just in case anything happen. and so, on the 9 August, we will be there to choose wedding gown, and on the 10 August, we will be having our photoshoot. 

Im happy and im nervous at the same time. i wonder, will all the bride-to-be be like me? haha...

and also kinda afraid la... haha

I know he's the one that i would want to marry, but of course, all women will afraid of marrying the wrong one.

out of so many ppl, i choose him. dont ask me why.... bcox i also dunno... haha

argh! restaurant not booked yet! jialat liao la.... 

Sisters settled. 

谁会记得？

it's been quite sometimes the last i update my blog.
so many things for me to update.
hmm..... tomorrow there will be a parents meeting session to discuss about the wedding preparation.
hope everything will go smoothly.
we will be going to JB to that bridal shop which i have selected to take a look on the 7 July 2013.
but, im still thinking, should i invite them for my actual wedding. as we have not been contact for so long. this is the only thing that puzzle me.
i have to admit that, im happy now too. bcox only things happen, then you are able to see clearly who are your true friends. True friend (s) need not be many. 1 or 2 will be enough.
some ppl think that, true friends should meet often. But to me, not neccessary. Often meet up doesnt show how close you are. But, for those who dont meet often, but hearts are always as close. that is then your true friends. a sentence from my buddy really touches my heart. she said " it's so good to have me." this sentence melt my heart. at least, i know, there is this someone, who can feel me and how i appreciate friend.
Though going BBK without the group of gals, feel a bit weird and of course a big different.
how i can say, they know me. they compromise me.
But whatever it is, it's already the end of our story.
Many ppl used to envy me that i have many friends. but now, i left with 2.
but that doesnt mean my life is bad. i am still as happy as before.

im flying to Bangkok tomorrow with Dear and his friends.... but, i aint that happy.
My Virgin trip to Bangkok was with you gals, eventually, i will tot of you gals.....
i know we can never get back to where we use to be.

我要改变

i need a change desperately... of course, changing for the better....
my first desperate is to slim down.....
i know it's not as easy as talking.....
i used to to be very slim and people do praise me of my figure....
but, everything changed since im 21....
ever since i been with this person named Jameson aka ah gao
i love to wear clothing that is really tight fit..... and i can realised that i have grown meat immediately so that i can do some adjustment.
but then, he doesnt allow me to wear those clothing which i really really love to.
of course, i should say i deserve it..... because i shoudn't let others to take control of my life......
so, from now on.... i will and i must do it.
To love and to respect myself more.... should dress up and doll myself up like how i used to be.
like how much i used to love myself.... bcox i deserve it....
im those kinda lazy people. i dont like to exercise and i love to eat. especially steamboat.
really wonder how can i reach my goal.... hah!