最近心情时好时坏。
很烦啊。。。。

倒数两天，我们就是合法夫妻了。
可能是太过紧张，心情很乱，还有点恐惧。
i know you are the one, but..... as a woman, we will tend to think a lot more.
once signed, the man good or bad is our luck liao.
though i never thought i will get married at such age, i tot i will get married even younger.
who knows, i choose and choose, choose until i no time to choose anymore. haha.
the feelings i am having right now is really weird. it's so hard for me to describe.

还有8天，就是我们的ROM了。不知道是不是婚前恐惧症，最近不停的在做很奇怪的梦。梦到他有别的女人。梦到我们取消婚礼。最近一直疑神疑鬼。好没有安全感。

last time is maple story, now is wechat. so, what's next?

了解一段感情不能抓得太紧，当然也不能放得太松。
是我，给你太多的自由，太多的信任。让你放肆的伤害我。
思考后的结果，其实男人都是一样的。不能信任。
问问你自己，
最后一次送我花，是什么时候？
最后一次给我的惊喜，是什么时候？
这些没有我都已经不计较了。我就当做你忙。没空。
可是，你连剩下的信任，都要剥夺吗？

i know im different from other gal that treat you badly.... and i know that you will nv give up anything for me.... perhaps, i've never know you until now....

went to choose photo yesterday with dear, mummy and sister. was unsatisfied with the outdoor shoot and decided to retake since it's FOC (Because we paid so much).
Our consultant suddenly change because the previous cant talk win us.
i really got pissed of with that bridal shop whenever i go there.
The way they talk is really stupid!

anyway, went back to kulai, my grandma house, to visit them. standing behind my grandpa, look at his white hair. i wanted to cry.... realising he's getting old..... when i was young, he carried me at his back. everyone will get old, but it's a heart pain for me to see them grow old.
was playing lantern and candles with my relatives, just like when we were young. really remind all of us of our childhood time.