Friday, April 5, 2013
i really dont how to calm down my emotion....... no way to release but to write blog.......
i really cant take it anymore.... i told myself not to cry.... but i just cant control....... i am so stress with my work and school...... and also, when i came to realise they are going holiday without me this time, my heart break....... into pieces.......... of course, i will still pretend i dont know or even i dont care...... at least, i guess this will make them feel better.... rather than letting them know that im sad..... we have seperated for 6 months..... and till now...... this is the first time our fight become so serious....... of course i still move on like you do...... of course im happy..... but move on and being happy doesnt mean that i dont miss you.....
WHATEVER!!! I DONT CARE!!!
i really cant take it anymore.... i told myself not to cry.... but i just cant control....... i am so stress with my work and school...... and also, when i came to realise they are going holiday without me this time, my heart break....... into pieces.......... of course, i will still pretend i dont know or even i dont care...... at least, i guess this will make them feel better.... rather than letting them know that im sad..... we have seperated for 6 months..... and till now...... this is the first time our fight become so serious....... of course i still move on like you do...... of course im happy..... but move on and being happy doesnt mean that i dont miss you.....
WHATEVER!!! I DONT CARE!!!
Monday, March 4, 2013
今天老板帮我做了一年一度的performance review. 他说我诚实，实在。但有时却很粗心。
还有要我多了解game industry 的东西。那么，可以帮助公司成长。
的确，他说的没错啦。所以啊，应该多读点东西让自己更厉害。
不过啊，我觉得，有样东西我做错了。
不管自己有多忙，我都不会告诉老板，其实我已经忙到不可开交。不管我多忙，我都会逼自己，告诉自己，我还可以take in more work! 我的桌子，每次都会让我摆得整整齐齐。因为我不喜欢桌子乱。因为做起事来，也会乱。没头绪！可能就是这一点，老板觉得我不忙。
不管怎样，老板开口，那么，我就会有进步的空间。我明年的performance appraisal, 一定要更好。一定要有进步！真的好希望我可以做个女强人！当然，希望我有这方面的天分，潜能！
我一定要做到！ 坚持到底！加油！
还有要我多了解game industry 的东西。那么，可以帮助公司成长。
的确，他说的没错啦。所以啊，应该多读点东西让自己更厉害。
不过啊，我觉得，有样东西我做错了。
不管自己有多忙，我都不会告诉老板，其实我已经忙到不可开交。不管我多忙，我都会逼自己，告诉自己，我还可以take in more work! 我的桌子，每次都会让我摆得整整齐齐。因为我不喜欢桌子乱。因为做起事来，也会乱。没头绪！可能就是这一点，老板觉得我不忙。
不管怎样，老板开口，那么，我就会有进步的空间。我明年的performance appraisal, 一定要更好。一定要有进步！真的好希望我可以做个女强人！当然，希望我有这方面的天分，潜能！
我一定要做到！ 坚持到底！加油！
Monday, February 18, 2013
Friday, February 1, 2013
Frankly speaking, i am seriously pissed off. i wonder if it's my fault in the first place and come to realise it's not my fault at all!
Stupid TW mindset cause my work to cock up!
really feel like resigning at this moment.
after i have cool down, my boss came up to me and say that he checked with the previous gal, it's seperately etc. YES! I KNOW IT'S DONE SEPERATELY! but no one tells me that the money will transfer seperately and they are actually asking for Salary and Bonus report together at the same times!
I mean, logically, everybody will sure think that the money will be TT together at the same times right?
this is really WTF! if you dont trust me, then stop saying things like im doing very well etc.
Stupid TW mindset cause my work to cock up!
really feel like resigning at this moment.
after i have cool down, my boss came up to me and say that he checked with the previous gal, it's seperately etc. YES! I KNOW IT'S DONE SEPERATELY! but no one tells me that the money will transfer seperately and they are actually asking for Salary and Bonus report together at the same times!
I mean, logically, everybody will sure think that the money will be TT together at the same times right?
this is really WTF! if you dont trust me, then stop saying things like im doing very well etc.
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
was a busy weekend last week!
as it's the SBF Event, went to help on sunday. the weather was freaking hot!
i almost fainted when i just reached there for few hours! and i drank a lot of water! really respect the rest who can tahan for 2 days! salute!
though i dont really willing to help out at first, because i dont really like this kinda event, etc. esp with the hot weather. but afterall, it's still fun and i enjoy it. just that, it's very tiring.
had my first preg test last saturday, it was negative. very happy but feel sad after a while.
feeling giddy and almost fainted yesterday. the bone near my ass there was kinda pain. was thinking if i am preg. as the test kit i used on sat cost me only $3 and it's going to expire in Jan 2013.
wasnt feeling very well recently. and this morning i realised there's a bit of blood on my panty, and i thought it was menses, but it only comes with few spots. and now, i dont see any. but sometimes, it will be like that when you come normal menses. so, should wait and see for tml.
as it's the SBF Event, went to help on sunday. the weather was freaking hot!
i almost fainted when i just reached there for few hours! and i drank a lot of water! really respect the rest who can tahan for 2 days! salute!
though i dont really willing to help out at first, because i dont really like this kinda event, etc. esp with the hot weather. but afterall, it's still fun and i enjoy it. just that, it's very tiring.
had my first preg test last saturday, it was negative. very happy but feel sad after a while.
feeling giddy and almost fainted yesterday. the bone near my ass there was kinda pain. was thinking if i am preg. as the test kit i used on sat cost me only $3 and it's going to expire in Jan 2013.
wasnt feeling very well recently. and this morning i realised there's a bit of blood on my panty, and i thought it was menses, but it only comes with few spots. and now, i dont see any. but sometimes, it will be like that when you come normal menses. so, should wait and see for tml.
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
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